Do genocides have an ending?

I am back to work in the hospital again, in the least safe and the most collapsed place on earth. That comes after orders of evacuation, and after attacking the hospital by airstrikes more than three times!

NA means " not available", we don't have basic investigations, and no basic imaging techniques, no basic treatments, no gauze, no stitches, no disinfectants, no beds, no blankets, no chairs, no diapers for the elderly, no food, no water, even no Oxygen, no anything!".

On yesterday's shift, I couldn't scan my female patient who suffered from stroke, and I couldn't find a bed to transfer my heart attack patient, nor bandages and gauze to dress the wounds and burns of the casualties, and I couldn't find an ointment to treat my mother's allergies!

Today, after 331 days of torment, suffering and endless attempts to survive and preserve the human being inside me, and asking the world for help, I stand at my window, overwhelmed by great anxiety for my family and fear of a massacre similar to the 3,540 massacres of thousands of families.

On yesterday's shift, I couldn't Scan my female patient who suffered from stroke, and I couldn't find a bed to transfer my heart attack patient, nor bandages and gauze to dress the wounds and burns of the casualties, and I couldn't find an ointment to treat my mother's allergies!

Today, after 331 days of torment, suffering and endless attempts to survive and preserve the human being inside me, and asking the world for help, I stand at my window, overwhelmed by great anxiety for my family and fear of a massacre similar to the 3,540 massacres of thousands of families.

I am angry, and I want to scream, and I want all of this to end in the blink of an eye, for death to die, for us to start treating the sick and heal the wounded as descent human beings, and for my people to get a reasonable amount of rest, physical therapy for their tired bodies, and psychological therapy for their broken hearts. Is that much?

I can feel myself tired in every cell of me. Am I a human being, or just Scattered body parts of an upcoming massacre. I don't know!

So, for free, they agreed to stop the killing machine, for certain hours for some days, to administer polio vaccinations. This is so generous of them and of the great world. They'll postpone children's killing in order to protect them from being paralysed, and ensure their bodies fit for cutting and their health fits for killing and then proceed with their genocide. I have a question:

Will amputee children need to take this Vaccination? Someone tell us, and let Israel tell the world the names of the children it will bomb and amputate their limbs from now on? As the Vaccine would be useless, exactly like this world.

At the hospital, behind me, many displaced children, boys and girls, sleeping at the ground, with no mattresses or blankets, in a dirty environment with insects sucking their souls out of them! and in front of me many children burned and wounded treated at the ground, literally at the ground!

Do genocides have an ending?

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