How can I simply be?

The most difficult thing in thís world is not just to feel pain, but to feel this world at all, to feel belonging to it, and a longing to live within it. Instead, all you are made to feel is the opposite: ethnic cleansing, and genocide.

How can I simply be? I want to exist, to feel existence through my soul. But my soul is tortured, and my body is crucified, like another Palestinian prophet, . or perhaps just like some one who does not matter enough, even though he could have been among the best of humanity it only he had been given the chance to walk freely and work without fear.