marhaba. For whoever cares. I'm sick

Marhaba. For whoever cares. I'm sick. And I'm exhausted by all sorts of infections, by every cause of fatigue in my collapsing world, by the endless ways suffering presents itself. I'm tired of being sick, tired of searching for treatment that doesn't exist.

I'm stuck in a place where mercy feels absent. Death here is an epidemic, and life has become the exception.

I was born for a purpose. I once believed that purpose was to bear witness to our longing, our desperation for a normal, free life. Now it feels as though my purpose has shifted, to do all that I can, to live it rather than merely name it. Still, after being tired for so long, today, I feel physically ill, with a sickness that disables both body and mind.

At the hospital, you learn what oppression truly looks like. Misery appears in every person, in every detail. Your own vulnerability wakes you up the moment you try to voice your sickness and exhaustion, because you realize everyone around you is already drowning in the same pain. Many are far worse, sick to the point of death. And yet, you still have to show up for them. You still have to be human, even when you are already aching with fatigue.

Meanwhile, a psychopath criminal, speaks as if he owns humanity itself, as if he has the right to decide our worth, to strip people of dignity and existence. Not just us; he spreads a sickness that poisons the world, acting like a god who declares things into being regardless of the suffering that follows. Such a loser, who speaks casually of erasing entire nations, who claims to care about people while entertaining the destruction of millions, even willing to harm his own people for personal powe.

This world is sickening. This post was written by a sick, exhausted person who still believes in bringing warmth and health where they can. In the next few days, we will go back on track insha' Allah. Please, keep sharing, and donating to help us do as much as possible. The link is still in my bio.

I challenge all the people with a big following, to amplify this life saving post, and campaign.