I have been living my entire life, deprived of all my human rights, the first of which is my right to self-determination.

"From Gaza, where we were dehumanised for decades now, that it became normalized! Where for years Israel has been killing and torturing us, that the world thinks that's okay, and that's our role to die! Where we are being killed in dozens and hundreds, in shelters and hospitals, and that's now legal and allowed!

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Bombing hospitals, schools and shelters and tents has become as normal as drinking a sip of water for them and to the silenced world, happening daily, without ay consequences or even condemnation! They can kill, burn, rape, starve, and torture, all of us; because the world allowed them to do so!

Massacre after massacre, after massacre, after massacre…

Can we feel each other's struggles, and show the compassion that everyone deserves? In the face of everything that is happening, we can never act normal, because what is happening to us is not normal.

I sit here tired and depressed, and I overthink things, while death is staring at me, the same death which has visited every house, every street and every neighborhood.

6th of Oct, Do you condemn the world?

This misery will never end", and this genocide will never end!

The life of a doctor in Gaza, is not like the life of any doctor anywhere else!

About my shift yesterday. It was one of the most difficult days ever! But what made me survive it, that we were happy celebrating the birthday of Karaz, and she was so happy getting her gifts.

Sometimes I feel that I would rather not survive all of this misery, and that it is either me, or Israel and America in this world! I have witnessed deadly pains, and painful deaths, that broke my heart into million pieces, and caused permanent damage in my soul and mind!

What's happening in Gaza is a real and living test, not only for us Gazans, but also for every human being witnessing it!

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My friend Aboud and I decided to go swimming today, before the upcoming Apocalypse. The waves were high, but we managed to overcome the high waves and settle somewhere, in our sea, and there we were able to talk about the many hardships of life that we have forced to face and how we have endured a lot and that we do not feel great pleasure in swimming today as we used to because we are tired, physically and mentally.

A glimpse of my day!

It's the most difficult and miserable life a human could live, and the worst place a doctor could possibly work in. But it's the place l want to be the most, until the end.

WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED, WE ARE TIRED,

Hello, from Hell.

I am Ali, an emergency doctor at Alaqsa martyr's hospital.

Tonight, I'm deeply saddened and broken, and I feel dehumanised by just thinking of my people, imagining what happened and is still happening, and overthinking it; dehumanized as in to animalize us, and to make us feel worthless and really small, and that nothingness is way better for us than this.

I wish it was just a genocide, and not a CHILDRENCIDE! And I wish the world was nothing, and we were nothing!

Hello, I am Ali, a 29-year-old doctor. I graduated from Alexandria University in Egypt three years ago. My family was living in a harsh financial situation, and they gave me all they had for me to become a doctor. This was despite all of the obstacles and difficulties, knowing that I would return back to them eventually and to my homeland to make a difference.

I am back to work in the hospital again, in the least safe and the most collapsed place on earth. That comes after orders of evacuation, and after attacking the hospital by airstrikes more than three times!