Today is the day 400, of the most destructive, and the most unjust and oppressive war of humans history, and I really don't know how I and my family have survived all of these days.

The first Photo is of me and Karaz" who lost her mother and her only brother, in an airstrike"

World, could you please wake up from your deep coma, and could you please get out of your comfort zone, as in your comfort lies our death zone, and our end!

The entire strip is now being starved! WE NEED URGENT AID! NOW!!

Happening now: 1 Nov 2024, Friday, from the early morning until this very moment, for hours, the bombing didn't stop!

I wanted to become a doctor, because when I was young, I wished to have the ability to help others, and save their lives; but now l'm a doctor, living in and witnessing genocide, and I can't even save lives!

This picture reminds me of my last normal days, when l and my fellow doctors went on a sea trip. Among my friends from that day,

I have been living my entire life, deprived of all my human rights, the first of which is my right to self-determination.

"From Gaza, where we were dehumanised for decades now, that it became normalized! Where for years Israel has been killing and torturing us, that the world thinks that's okay, and that's our role to die! Where we are being killed in dozens and hundreds, in shelters and hospitals, and that's now legal and allowed!

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Bombing hospitals, schools and shelters and tents has become as normal as drinking a sip of water for them and to the silenced world, happening daily, without ay consequences or even condemnation! They can kill, burn, rape, starve, and torture, all of us; because the world allowed them to do so!

Massacre after massacre, after massacre, after massacre…

Can we feel each other's struggles, and show the compassion that everyone deserves? In the face of everything that is happening, we can never act normal, because what is happening to us is not normal.

I sit here tired and depressed, and I overthink things, while death is staring at me, the same death which has visited every house, every street and every neighborhood.

6th of Oct, Do you condemn the world?

This misery will never end", and this genocide will never end!

The life of a doctor in Gaza, is not like the life of any doctor anywhere else!

About my shift yesterday. It was one of the most difficult days ever! But what made me survive it, that we were happy celebrating the birthday of Karaz, and she was so happy getting her gifts.

Sometimes I feel that I would rather not survive all of this misery, and that it is either me, or Israel and America in this world! I have witnessed deadly pains, and painful deaths, that broke my heart into million pieces, and caused permanent damage in my soul and mind!

What's happening in Gaza is a real and living test, not only for us Gazans, but also for every human being witnessing it!

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My friend Aboud and I decided to go swimming today, before the upcoming Apocalypse. The waves were high, but we managed to overcome the high waves and settle somewhere, in our sea, and there we were able to talk about the many hardships of life that we have forced to face and how we have endured a lot and that we do not feel great pleasure in swimming today as we used to because we are tired, physically and mentally.